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While I'm hanging and enjoying everything about it, Old Man is working on the chain
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\ below. I can't really communicate, but I also don't need to, I can just relax
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\ and listen to him talking.
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"Again, you feel anything even slightly bad -- you let me know. This is an order."
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Sure, sure. Hacksaw makes noise, right now I find it very relaxing. Old Man
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\ is talking, I don't really pay attention. Mute, focus. Mute,
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\ this is not about... Not about... not... about...
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...
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"..."
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"MUTE!"
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what
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"Mute, what we do here is testing the effects of you being lifted. If you
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\ tune out, I can't determine whether you are just being very excited or
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\ in danger, okay? I need you to be conscious, I need you to actively monitor
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\ your own condition and I need you to tell me if anything is wrong."
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I understand. I'm just... It's just... Fucking hell.
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"Oh man, if you can't then you can't, don't go blaming yourself again. I just
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\ wanted to do several things at the same time, but we can do it separately.
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\ Just forget I said anything, I'll watch you, it's okay. Relax, enjoy. Mute,
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\ it's alright. I just worry too much sometimes."
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...
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"In fact, I can make it even better for both of us."
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He goes out. I shuffle around with mixed emotions. I do feel guilt, because
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\ once again I'm being useless, require extra work from him, and... Yes, I do
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\ enjoy myself. We've been there, no need to relitigate. Here's a novel idea:
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\ can I use this guilt I feel now to augment my enjoyment? Don't think so,
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\ but I can try anyway.
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He's back with a gas mask, and he puts it on me, and then he fits the hose into
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\ a plastic bottle with water in it and a hole in its side with a straw. What's
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\ it called, a bong? I don't really smoke. It's exactly as I've imagined he did
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\ last time, sans one tiny detail. It's cool, even with water it does feel great,
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\ now every breath I make causes audible bubbling, and it doesn't make it
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\ that much harder to inhale, just slightly. He puts a chair in front of me
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\ and sits on it, just watching.
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Yeah, I can't resist, the ice under my feet cracks and I go down...
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wh-- oh-- ah-- no-- mo-- MO-- PL-- MO-- SH-- SHIT
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[[Did I just come?|next]]
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