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+Em sits me on the couch and removes the gag. She looks a bit melancholic, like
+\ her non-existent dick went limp again. So, what was that about the
+\ punishment? Did she change her mind? Was the punishment walking me here? If
+\ so, it was not that effective, I don't really care. It would even turn me on
+\ in different circumstances, but at the moment all I feel is I just don't care
+\ all that much. Em went to some other room, leaving me alone, and I'm just
+\ working my jaw because it wants me to. What else needs my attention? The
+\ jacket is very comfortable, given its nature. I can't move my arms at all,
+\ but it's alright, I don't need to, there's no urgent need to stretch, yet.
+\ I wonder what's in store for me... well, maybe I don't.
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+Em returns with a plate and a mug. I guess I can have breakfast, if that's for
+\ me, I won't object. She feeds me some pastry and black coffee, it's nice.
+\ Not entirely unlike me feeding 28, memories rush back, and they are
+\ bittersweet. She said this has nothing to do with that assignment, but I'll
+\ try and make connections anyway. This is how all that should have been all
+\ along, our natural roles were reversed. Is Piggy Corps hiring? Would I
+\ qualify?
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+She sits across and takes a long look. She isn't happy, something's not to her
+\ satisfaction. She moves to sit beside me and pats my head and strokes me
+\ in different places. It feels nice, I close my eyes.
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+"Would you prefer being somewhere else?"
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+I think it over. Not really.
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+"Would you prefer doing something else?"
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+I don't mind Em, do whatever you think you need to do or whatever makes you
+\ feel good or whatever else you want to do. I have a free schedule.
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+"My plan is to get you horny again and keep you horny as long as possible.
+\ I'll try to not let you come on my end, but I ask you -- ask you -- to help
+\ me here. If you need a reason, this is something I find very hot, so you'll
+\ be my very own private camwhore, it's your job from now on. Do you take it?"
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+I'd use different language, but leaving that aside... Hey, I can do better
+\ than a job. This is not a job, this is a secret mission from HQ. I'll iron
+\ out the details later, what's important now is I don't come under any
+\ circumstances. As long as I don't have my arms back I actually have a chance
+\ to not fail, at least for some time. I can work with that. I nod.
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+"The nature of punishment... Meh. If I'm any good -- and I'm good -- you'll be
+\ very upset with me at times." -- She makes a painful face. -- "But in the
+\ end..." -- She hugs me. -- "Everything will be okay."
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+I'm not looking forward to being unset, but I believe you, Em. I'd hug you
+\ back, but, you know.
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+"I thought about playing it up, but decided against it. Whatever you'll see
+\ will be real me, no acting. I remember everything I've promised you and
+\ I intend to keep my promises."
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+You wouldn't be breaking them if you tell me beforehand or even afterwards,
+\ it only counts as misleading if I don't know that you are playing a role.
+\ Surely you know that, so I guess you just didn't find a suitable role that
+\ would tick your boxes. I don't mind, whatever. You didn't even have to tell
+\ me, did you? Then why did you? I'll think about it later.
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+"I'm unsure I want to jump right into it quite yet. Let's get rid of the stuff
+\ for now, it's gonna get in the way anyway... Except the jacket, the jacket
+\ stays. Fuck, I'm conflicted. This is not how I normally act, I apologize."
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+She goes out again, but quickly returns, sits back beside me and gets behind
+\ my neck. I hear clicks, I guess she's locking the straps, which is mostly
+\ cosmetic, I wouldn't be able to get out on my own -- locks or no locks.
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+"The jacket so stays..." -- She's stroking my back with passion, I guess she
+\ likes the jacket, or me wearing it, or both. And I guess the locks are for
+\ her much more than for me, but once I'm horny they will probably do the
+\ thing for me too, it actually starts to work a little bit. This submissive
+\ bondage slut here sure does enjoy being in tight bodage, who would have
+\ thunk. No, I take that back. Thunk is obviously not a word. Anyway.
+
+She removes the cuffs from my legs, then stands me up and we go to the bathroom
+\ where she takes the hook out and sits me on the toilet and leaves. I sit and
+\ there are no real thoughts in my head, I'm nervous and not in the mood and
+\ I still have no idea. She is right, though, there's nothing I'd rather do
+\ instead, because there's still nothing I can picture myself enjoy doing. At
+\ this point I don't even want to work my imagination, I want to lay down and
+\ be alone. Or with her, she can keep me company. I want to relax, but I can't,
+\ I need a predictable world around me, I mean surely there are chemical
+\ alternatives, but it's a temporary solution right?
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+Em returns, washes my ass and wipes me. I don't like it, I could do it myself,
+\ you know... Oh. Right. Something's coming, but I'm not telling, not yet at
+\ least. I'm not an infant, I'm something else. These are places I don't often
+\ visit, I'm not entirely comfortable here, maybe it's because I'm embarrased
+\ by you, my imaginary audience. Some fantasies need a lot of watering with
+\ pussy juice before they bloom, I hope you like this metaphor.
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+Em takes me to the bedroom and lays on the bed, and she lies beside me and she
+\ strokes me again, over the jacket where it covers the skin, and... not over
+\ it where it doesn't. She turn the music on, and it's something soft and sad
+\ and it fits my mood very well and I actually feel less anxious now, because
+\ Em is here and she's in control and she did say that everything will be okay
+\ and so I don't have to worry about what happens next and how I would need to
+\ keep up and make myself fit into the situation and make myself useful and
+\ help everyone who needs my help and keep trying to succeed... She will
+\ succeed for both of us and she will help everyone and she finds me useful in
+\ some way, and maybe that'll be enough for me... I turn to her and take a deep
+\ breath. She still smells nice.
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