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\ stuff, dreaming, fantasizing. What, future? Social security? Dental? Taxes?
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\ Fuck all this shit. I'm a pony, ponies don't pay taxes yet, I hope.
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I lay down on the floor and get comfortable. Nothing much is required from me,
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\ I don't need to imitate pleasure, it's gonna come on its own, I'll just be
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\ here for some time, that's my job, that's all there is to it. Usually I just
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\ drift off to my own fantasy land, but today I was doing something, and it
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\ wants my attention. I was typing the first characters of a... text? I don't
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\ want to call it a book or a novel or... I'm not sure what form it's gonna take
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\ yet, but it will require text, so. Anyway, it was cooking for some time in me,
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\ and something's coming, and I want to capture it and see where it's gonna go.
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I want to call it "Boredom", and the basic gist is... maybe "Boredom Simulator",
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\ if it's gonna turn interactive somehow down the line? It wants me to try and
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\ experiment with something art does quite rarely, at least art that I know of,
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\ and that's -- how to put it? -- avoiding unlikely events, maybe, and doing
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\ away with anything interesting, on purpose. It's set itself in my head like
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\ this: you are a deep space miner on an asteroid, and you have jack shit to do,
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\ besides maybe taking care of the mining machines once in a blue moon. Get it?
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\ Moon? Anyway. The challenge is to still make it somehow appealing to at least
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\ a niche audience. I have to like it myself at least, and if there is indeed
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\ nothing going on, well, I don't see how I can achieve that.
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Maybe something does happen after all? Or I could focus on the person's thoughts
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\ instead of events? But that would not be conducive to the experiment, because
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\ I'm sure that was done many many times already. Constant busywork would also
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\ defeat the purpose, however boring it may be. No, the idea is there is nothing
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\ to do, and yet you don't stop reading. Maybe you continue reading because you
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\ expect something to happen, because something surely must happen, because why
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\ would anyone create art where nothing happens? Then if nothing happens, that
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\ would count as a subversion of a reader's expectation, which makes the piece
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\ postmodern, but leaves the reader very disappointed.
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Maybe nothing happens for a long time, then something does happen and it's
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\ a plot twist and then something happens again and again and we're now in
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\ an interesting part of the text? That would work, but it feels cheap. I'll
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\ leave it as plan B, if I'm unable to do it properly.
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Oh sorry, I was thinking. Some ideas float around, but nothing jumps at me as an
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\ obvious way forward. I need a break, let's think about something else. I mean
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\ here I am, participating in adult entertainment, maybe I should take a look at
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\ myself through the eyes of my imaginary listeners? Where to start? I know, my
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\ favourite topic is the long list of my complaints. Not towards anybody in
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\ particular, just in general. How it sucks to be me, you know.
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The slight problem with being me is the whole lot, but the relevant one is,
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\ I guess, no audio. No moans, no... No, that's it, no moans. I mean sure, there
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\ are some sounds: sucking on a gag, horseshoe clacking, chain rustling, I don't
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